I'm at a crossroads right now. I don't know how I'm going to go about handling this, because of a few things. I SHALL PUT THEM IN LIST FORM. 

• I do love him. This much is true. 
• He can make me smile most of the time. 
• Most importantly, he's close to me and I can see him. Regularly. 

But on the other hand, there's boy #2

• We have history together. We were together for a year. 
• Okay, granted, he's a million miles away. 
• He no longer feels the same for me, at least at the moment.
• This boy stole my heart in more ways than I can count. 
• FEELINGSSSSSS

Do you see my conundrum? :| I don't know what to do. A little help here, please? 

Things I Love

Things I Love in Another Person

• Spontaneity {Unannounced water fights, spur of the moment plans...}
• A good sense of humour.
• Someone who understands my points of view on things.
• A person who won't force me into anything physical...I want to wait.
• Someone who can hold me during a thunderstorm and tell me it's okay.